im so tired
just got through presentation, two exams but i have a lot of assignments for calculus left to do
i also have a quiz i need to prepare for.
phew
almost the end of the week! i am excited to sleep.
my eyes feel so dry @_@

hungry but i dont want to eat (since i am in class right now)
this class.../sigh/
i really don't like this class ):
oh well. i guess i will have to spend more time with this class than i originally planned to.
yay meaning less sleep!

ohjoy.
and now my stomach makes funny noises << >>

i want to draw because i haven't for a while, but i guess it's not possible.
i won't be able to draw anything real until after the semester is over.


ok bye.

right now i am trying to study for my practical exam for my micro bio lab.
i dont mind helping my friend but i am helping more than studying
she keeps asking me questions and .... ):
i want to help her but she is doing her lab report so last minute that uggghhh
i woke up at 6am to study at 7am and now it's almost 9am and i didnt even get the first section memorized!!!!

@_@ every time i put my headphones back on and start to read, she asks a question
and when typing this right now, no questions
watch when i go back to studying i get another lol

just a little rant
i hope i do well on the exam
this is really unfair that we have the exam today
srsly..it should be on thursday cause everything is so last minute with this class
even the other section didnt finish their lab and i dont know how they are writing their reports
soooo stupid.

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omg i am only on the second page of my self made review sheet
........ she asks too many questions @_____@@@@@@@

omg spring break is almost over

i am so sad
because i have to spend the rest of it studying like crazy
and doing my reports & presentation
;o;

i wanted to draw too
ohfooie

so finally able to freely go online.
well i could have yesterday but i was so dead i had over 12 hour of sleep.
last weekend was fun but also enduring since it's painful to stand for hours straight!
thankfully we were only selling mochi from Hokkaido (haha be jelouzzz) and not fried food.

i should clean my messy room and get started on schoolwork...

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now i dont know anymore.
when i saw my friend at work she was all happy to see me, but i feel because i am there and not really any other of her friends (besides her co-workers) she is happy to see me?
when i asked her when she is free, she always tells me she is busy but she does this ALL of the time.
i guess hanging out with me isnt fun for her anymore

and it's not just her i feel this from either.
i am not sure if i am thinking way too into this or just thinking crazy
i dont know
i dont know
haha and i feel like a fool because when i see her i am so happy and talk a lot since we never talk
she always tell me we have to talk and says we need to hang out but when it comes time to plan, she is unavailable. even before when we planned to hang out, she goes and plans another hangout so i just tag along~

peace out.

finished my criminology paper about stranger and acquaintance rape.
i think its pretty frightening that acquaintance rape happens more than stranger.

anyway past few days have been alright.
last night M.U.G. had their game show, but since i was working on my paper, i did not participate.

i was planning to watercolour paint today, but decided to work on calculus and criminology.
ew right?

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i feel kind of sad because a friend of mine...i feel that she doesnt talk to me anymore unless i engage in conversation with her.
and isnt just any friend, she is a friend i known for years and we have so much fun together.
i know i have been busy before, but is it just now i notice this or is this happening now?
i am not too sure.
but i felt something wrong last time i saw her and gave her a hug to congratulate her marriage.
is she mad because i didnt know/SO BUSY (to the point i almost became really sick) that i missed the live broadcast of her marriage?
i feel worried because i like her as a friend ; - ; i dont want to loose her


later!

made a new blog

right now i am studying for my computer science exam.
listening to Kim Tae Woo's Dreaming Dream.
i don't want tomorrow to come because i walked out of my calculus exam since i realized i couldn't do it at all. so i definitely failed the exam.
/sigh/
i am a failure.

what a great way to start off my new blog?
hooray.